I gave it what I had. I gave it practically everything I had. Time, money, heart, everything! Just like every other situation, it had the same results. I probably won’t be talking to this person anymore cause theres no way I can hang out with them with out feeling the way I do about them. Unfortunately they don’t feel the same way. I don’t regret a single thing about the things I’ve done for this person. Im not one for regrets. Maybe in a few weeks or day, or months I’ll be over her but things will be different at that point in time. I’m going to miss talking to her, her smile, her laugh, everything about her. She was definitely the perfect girl but I’m here at the wrong time. Its not just her decision that kills me, Its how all the decisions from all the situations were the same. Someone told me to keep my hopes up but how can I when every situation crushes your hopes more and more with every blow given. I guess things were meant to be a certain way, I just don’t ever understand why they have to be the way they are and personally, I’ve stopped asking questions now because I know I’ll never get an answer.
Its the 4th quarter with 4 seconds left, going for the 2 point conversion. Its the bottom of the 9th inning, down by 1 with 2 outs, a runner on second, and an 0-2 count. Its David vs Goliath. Its extra time and you have one penalty kick. Its the 4th quarter with 3 seconds left on the clock down by 2, you have to hit the three pointer or its all over. Its hit or miss from here!